Ami class xii er chatri, ei bochor higher secondary porikhya debo. Kintu school test porikha te onke fail kore boslam. Ekta subject-e fail korei school theke test-e allow kore na. Kintu ei bochor amar hs pass kora ta khub-i joruri. School er record-e amar boyes du bochor komano thakleo amar boyes 18 periye jachhe. Tai onker master mosai sadhon babu ke giye dhorlam. Sadhon sir school er managing committee-r member-o. Thaken school er pechone ekta
bari te, ekai thaken sekhane. Dorja te knock kortei, sadhon sir beriye elen. Sadhon: ‘ki re sampa, sat sokale amar kache? Ki hoyeche?’
Ami: ‘sir, apner songe ektu dorkar achhe. Ami test-e koyk nombor kom peye onke fail korechi. Amar ekhon jibon moron somosya’
Sadhon: ‘se to jani tui eber fail korechis. Ami-i to khata dekhechi. Ta samosya
ta ki?
Ami: ‘sir, kolkata te amar biye thik hoye giyeche. Ora bhison borolok ar educated family. Kintu ami higher secondary pass na korle ora biye debe na boleche. Tai apni jodi amake onke pass koriye den. Ar final porikhya porjonto amake onko ta dekhiye den’ Sadhon: ’hmm, bujhechi. Ami raji achi. Test-e pass koriye dite pari toke, ar roj sodhyabela onko-o dekhiye debo. Kintu ekta shorto achhe’
Ami sir er chokher dike takalam. Dekhl uni amar 32’’ size er buker dike lolup noyone takiye achen. Amar bhjhte baki roilo na, sorto ta ki? Ami bhebe dekhlam oner shorto mene neyoa chara amar ar kono upai nei. Ami chup kore dariye thaklam. Uni amar kade hat rekhe bollen, ‘jodi amar kotha sunish, tahole toke final-e pass korteo sahajyo korbo’. Ami ektu itostoto korlam, kintu kono uttor dilam na. Amake nirob dekhe sir er sahosh bere galo. Oner hat amar kadh er opor theke buker opor neme elo. Amar sara sorir sirsir kore uthlo. Uni amar pechone dariye frock er opor diye du hat bariye amar mai duto halka kore bolate laglen. Amar sorir tokhon bhison gorom hoye utheche. Amar swas druto boite laglo. Ami sir er kade matha rakhlam. Gram er rasta, shokale lok cholachol suru hoye giyeche. Sadhon sir hotath amake chere diye bollen, ‘son sampa, ekhon bari ja. Sondhya bela asis, toke kichu important onko koriye debo. Dekha jak toke pass korate pari kina? Ekhon tor budhhi ar amar
hat josh’. Thik sondhyabela boi khata niye sadhon sir er bari gelam. Onake dekhe mone holo uni jano amar jonyei opoekha korchilen. Aj ami navy blue salwar kamiz pore esechi. Dress ta bhison patla bole abjha bhabe bra ar mai er khanj dekha
jachhe. Ami ghore dhuktei sir dorja lock kore dilen. Dekhlam oner ektai ghor,
single bichana pata. Echara ghore ekta table ar duto chair achhe. Uni nijei
ranna kore khan. Paser gram-e stri thake, weekend-e bari jan. Amar hat dhore oner bichana te bosiye dilen amake. Ami boi khata ber korlam. Minute 15/20 koyeta aljebra onko koriye diye uni chan korte gelen. Jaber samoy bole gelen, ‘ei chapter er baki onko gulo kor, ami ekhuni chole asbo. Keu baire theke dakle sara dibi na’. Ami mon diye onko korchi, hotath dekhi sir ekta dhuti pore khali gaye amar pechone ese dariye achen. Uni amar kamiz er tola diye hat dhukiye bra-r huk ta alga kore dilen. Eber sorasori amar mai duto hat er muthi te niye chotkate laglen. Amar badha deber kono shokti chilo na. Bra-r huk kholai chilo. Uni amar kamiz ta mather opor diye goliye khule dilen, ar bra ta chure dure phele dilen. Amar mai duto oner samne unmukto hoye roilo. Uni se dike takiye bollen, ‘aah, ki sundor ar boro tor mai duto’. Ei bole sadhon sir amar samner dike ese amar ekta mai chuste suru korlen, ar onyo ta tipte laglen. Amar sara sorir tokhon uttejona te
kapche. Ei prothom kono purush amar buke hat rakhlo. Sir amake tene bichana te suiye dilen. Ar nije mejhe te dariye amar mai duto tipte ar chuste thaklen. Oner ekta hat kokhon je amar salwar er dori khule diyechen ter pai ni. Eber uni salwar ta tene namiye amar pa diye goliye khule dilen. Ar sesh sombol panty tao ek hatchka tane soriye dilen. Ami puro langto hoye sadhon
sir er samne gud keliye suye thaklam. Lojja te tu hat diye amar chokh dheke rakhlam. Sir er hat er angul gulo amar du payer majhkhane kolbil korte laglo. Ami tokhon uttejona te chot phot korchi. Sorir-e prochondo sursuri lagche. Sir
eber oner angul gulo amar mosrin kore kamano gud er opor ghoste laglo. Ter pelam amar gud ta rose bhije jachhe. Edike sadhon babu amar boro boro mai duto chuste chuste oner jiv ta nicher dike namiye ante laglen. Amar norom chorbi sunyo pet ta chatte chatte navir bhetor jiv ta chalan kore ghorate laglen. Mone holo eber bodhhoi hisi hoye jabe amar, ami sursuri kheye bichana te gora gori khete thaklam. Eber uni mukh ta aro niche namiye anlen. Jiv ta amar sodyo bal kamano gud er opor chole elo. Oner nischoi ghenna bole kichu nei, amar guder bhetor ta jiv diye chuste suru korlen. Gud theke berono kamros chuk chuk kore khete thaklen. Ami arame pa duto aro phank kore gud ta mele dhorlam. Onek samoy dhore gud chuse sadhon babu uthe daralen. Dekhte pelam dhutir phank diye oner tatano bara ta uki dichhe, niche kono under pant nei. Uni ek tane dhuti ta khule phellen. Oner bara ta dekhlam majhari size er, 6’’ moto hobe. Bara ta amar mukh er samne ene nachate laglen. Ami mukh soriye nite
gele uni bara ta amar mukhe chepe dhore bollen, ‘ektu chuse de na please. Joto bhalo chuste parbi, toto bhalo onko sekhabo toke’. Hat diye dhore dekhlam, bara ta ki shokto, jeno ekta lohar rod. Oner bara ta mukhe dhukiye chuste suru kore dekhlam kharap lagche na chuste. Odike amar gude tokhon kutkutuni suru hoye giyeche. Etodin angul dhukiye guder jala metatam. Aj ei prothom asol bara dhukbe chinta kore monta
phurphure hoye galo. Sadhon babu bara ta mukh theke ber kore amar du payer majhe boslen. Amar uru duto phank kore amar guder opor nijer khara bara ta ghoste laglen. Barar mundi ta guder phake ghosa khachhe, ar amar gud tokhon ros-e bhore giyeche. Sadhon babu eber tar bara ta guder ros-e dukiye dilen. Oner bnaser lathir moto bara ta amar ros-e bhora pichhil gude
dhukte suru korlo. Dhire dhire chap dichhen ar bara ta ektu ektu kore bhetore
dhuke jachhe. Sadhon babu du hate amar mai duto tipte tipte oner komor pechone tene bara ta khanik ber korlen, tarpor ek guto diye bara ta abar gude dhukiye dilen. Ami koi macher moto chotphot korchi ar uni amake thapate thaklen. Ei bhabe kichu samoy bose chodachudi kore sadhon babu amar buker opor suye porlen. Amar dui bogoler bhetor hat dhukiye amake joriye dhore gale thote chumu khete laglen. Eber oner bara ta amar guder opor position kore
komor ta namiye guder bhetor chalan kore dilen. Dhire dhire choder goti baralen. Amio take gayer jore joriye dhore thap khete thalam. Bara ta poch poch sobdo kore guder bhetor otha nama korte laglo. Ami ar sojhyo korte parchilam na. Du hat diye sadhon babu ke aro jore buke joriye dhorlam. Uni chodoner goti aro bariye dilen. Ami nijer ojante chitkar kore uthlam, ‘jore, aro jore’. Amar chorom tripti ghote galo. Sadhon babuo amake chepe dhore druto bara chalate laglen. Oner chokh mukh lal hoye utheche. Ek samoy ter pelam barar bhetor theke gorom kichu ber hoye amar gud bhasiye dichhe. Tarporei bara ta chupse galo. Sadhon babu amake ekta chumu kheye uthe porlen. Ter chupse jayoa bara ta amar guder bhetor theke ber korlen. Takiye dekhi bara ta ghono thik thike ros-e makha makhi hoye achhe. Ar amar guder er dike chokh portei chomke uthlam. Gud ta phule lal hoye achhe ar okhan theke ghono sada ros gorachhe. Sadhon babu amake bollen, ‘uthe taratari gud ta bhetor theke dhuye ne. Pete bachha ese jete pare’. Ami bhoi peye gelam, mukh ta nil hoye uthlo. Sir jiges korlen, ‘tor
last period kobe hoyeche?’. Ami bollam, ‘goto porsu clear hoyeche’. Uni hese bollen, ‘tahole bhoyer kichu nei. Ei samoy kichu hobe na, safe period. Kal theke tablet khabi. Ami ene rakhbo’.
bari te, ekai thaken sekhane. Dorja te knock kortei, sadhon sir beriye elen. Sadhon: ‘ki re sampa, sat sokale amar kache? Ki hoyeche?’
Ami: ‘sir, apner songe ektu dorkar achhe. Ami test-e koyk nombor kom peye onke fail korechi. Amar ekhon jibon moron somosya’
Sadhon: ‘se to jani tui eber fail korechis. Ami-i to khata dekhechi. Ta samosya
ta ki?
Ami: ‘sir, kolkata te amar biye thik hoye giyeche. Ora bhison borolok ar educated family. Kintu ami higher secondary pass na korle ora biye debe na boleche. Tai apni jodi amake onke pass koriye den. Ar final porikhya porjonto amake onko ta dekhiye den’ Sadhon: ’hmm, bujhechi. Ami raji achi. Test-e pass koriye dite pari toke, ar roj sodhyabela onko-o dekhiye debo. Kintu ekta shorto achhe’
Ami sir er chokher dike takalam. Dekhl uni amar 32’’ size er buker dike lolup noyone takiye achen. Amar bhjhte baki roilo na, sorto ta ki? Ami bhebe dekhlam oner shorto mene neyoa chara amar ar kono upai nei. Ami chup kore dariye thaklam. Uni amar kade hat rekhe bollen, ‘jodi amar kotha sunish, tahole toke final-e pass korteo sahajyo korbo’. Ami ektu itostoto korlam, kintu kono uttor dilam na. Amake nirob dekhe sir er sahosh bere galo. Oner hat amar kadh er opor theke buker opor neme elo. Amar sara sorir sirsir kore uthlo. Uni amar pechone dariye frock er opor diye du hat bariye amar mai duto halka kore bolate laglen. Amar sorir tokhon bhison gorom hoye utheche. Amar swas druto boite laglo. Ami sir er kade matha rakhlam. Gram er rasta, shokale lok cholachol suru hoye giyeche. Sadhon sir hotath amake chere diye bollen, ‘son sampa, ekhon bari ja. Sondhya bela asis, toke kichu important onko koriye debo. Dekha jak toke pass korate pari kina? Ekhon tor budhhi ar amar
hat josh’. Thik sondhyabela boi khata niye sadhon sir er bari gelam. Onake dekhe mone holo uni jano amar jonyei opoekha korchilen. Aj ami navy blue salwar kamiz pore esechi. Dress ta bhison patla bole abjha bhabe bra ar mai er khanj dekha
jachhe. Ami ghore dhuktei sir dorja lock kore dilen. Dekhlam oner ektai ghor,
single bichana pata. Echara ghore ekta table ar duto chair achhe. Uni nijei
ranna kore khan. Paser gram-e stri thake, weekend-e bari jan. Amar hat dhore oner bichana te bosiye dilen amake. Ami boi khata ber korlam. Minute 15/20 koyeta aljebra onko koriye diye uni chan korte gelen. Jaber samoy bole gelen, ‘ei chapter er baki onko gulo kor, ami ekhuni chole asbo. Keu baire theke dakle sara dibi na’. Ami mon diye onko korchi, hotath dekhi sir ekta dhuti pore khali gaye amar pechone ese dariye achen. Uni amar kamiz er tola diye hat dhukiye bra-r huk ta alga kore dilen. Eber sorasori amar mai duto hat er muthi te niye chotkate laglen. Amar badha deber kono shokti chilo na. Bra-r huk kholai chilo. Uni amar kamiz ta mather opor diye goliye khule dilen, ar bra ta chure dure phele dilen. Amar mai duto oner samne unmukto hoye roilo. Uni se dike takiye bollen, ‘aah, ki sundor ar boro tor mai duto’. Ei bole sadhon sir amar samner dike ese amar ekta mai chuste suru korlen, ar onyo ta tipte laglen. Amar sara sorir tokhon uttejona te
kapche. Ei prothom kono purush amar buke hat rakhlo. Sir amake tene bichana te suiye dilen. Ar nije mejhe te dariye amar mai duto tipte ar chuste thaklen. Oner ekta hat kokhon je amar salwar er dori khule diyechen ter pai ni. Eber uni salwar ta tene namiye amar pa diye goliye khule dilen. Ar sesh sombol panty tao ek hatchka tane soriye dilen. Ami puro langto hoye sadhon
sir er samne gud keliye suye thaklam. Lojja te tu hat diye amar chokh dheke rakhlam. Sir er hat er angul gulo amar du payer majhkhane kolbil korte laglo. Ami tokhon uttejona te chot phot korchi. Sorir-e prochondo sursuri lagche. Sir
eber oner angul gulo amar mosrin kore kamano gud er opor ghoste laglo. Ter pelam amar gud ta rose bhije jachhe. Edike sadhon babu amar boro boro mai duto chuste chuste oner jiv ta nicher dike namiye ante laglen. Amar norom chorbi sunyo pet ta chatte chatte navir bhetor jiv ta chalan kore ghorate laglen. Mone holo eber bodhhoi hisi hoye jabe amar, ami sursuri kheye bichana te gora gori khete thaklam. Eber uni mukh ta aro niche namiye anlen. Jiv ta amar sodyo bal kamano gud er opor chole elo. Oner nischoi ghenna bole kichu nei, amar guder bhetor ta jiv diye chuste suru korlen. Gud theke berono kamros chuk chuk kore khete thaklen. Ami arame pa duto aro phank kore gud ta mele dhorlam. Onek samoy dhore gud chuse sadhon babu uthe daralen. Dekhte pelam dhutir phank diye oner tatano bara ta uki dichhe, niche kono under pant nei. Uni ek tane dhuti ta khule phellen. Oner bara ta dekhlam majhari size er, 6’’ moto hobe. Bara ta amar mukh er samne ene nachate laglen. Ami mukh soriye nite
gele uni bara ta amar mukhe chepe dhore bollen, ‘ektu chuse de na please. Joto bhalo chuste parbi, toto bhalo onko sekhabo toke’. Hat diye dhore dekhlam, bara ta ki shokto, jeno ekta lohar rod. Oner bara ta mukhe dhukiye chuste suru kore dekhlam kharap lagche na chuste. Odike amar gude tokhon kutkutuni suru hoye giyeche. Etodin angul dhukiye guder jala metatam. Aj ei prothom asol bara dhukbe chinta kore monta
phurphure hoye galo. Sadhon babu bara ta mukh theke ber kore amar du payer majhe boslen. Amar uru duto phank kore amar guder opor nijer khara bara ta ghoste laglen. Barar mundi ta guder phake ghosa khachhe, ar amar gud tokhon ros-e bhore giyeche. Sadhon babu eber tar bara ta guder ros-e dukiye dilen. Oner bnaser lathir moto bara ta amar ros-e bhora pichhil gude
dhukte suru korlo. Dhire dhire chap dichhen ar bara ta ektu ektu kore bhetore
dhuke jachhe. Sadhon babu du hate amar mai duto tipte tipte oner komor pechone tene bara ta khanik ber korlen, tarpor ek guto diye bara ta abar gude dhukiye dilen. Ami koi macher moto chotphot korchi ar uni amake thapate thaklen. Ei bhabe kichu samoy bose chodachudi kore sadhon babu amar buker opor suye porlen. Amar dui bogoler bhetor hat dhukiye amake joriye dhore gale thote chumu khete laglen. Eber oner bara ta amar guder opor position kore
komor ta namiye guder bhetor chalan kore dilen. Dhire dhire choder goti baralen. Amio take gayer jore joriye dhore thap khete thalam. Bara ta poch poch sobdo kore guder bhetor otha nama korte laglo. Ami ar sojhyo korte parchilam na. Du hat diye sadhon babu ke aro jore buke joriye dhorlam. Uni chodoner goti aro bariye dilen. Ami nijer ojante chitkar kore uthlam, ‘jore, aro jore’. Amar chorom tripti ghote galo. Sadhon babuo amake chepe dhore druto bara chalate laglen. Oner chokh mukh lal hoye utheche. Ek samoy ter pelam barar bhetor theke gorom kichu ber hoye amar gud bhasiye dichhe. Tarporei bara ta chupse galo. Sadhon babu amake ekta chumu kheye uthe porlen. Ter chupse jayoa bara ta amar guder bhetor theke ber korlen. Takiye dekhi bara ta ghono thik thike ros-e makha makhi hoye achhe. Ar amar guder er dike chokh portei chomke uthlam. Gud ta phule lal hoye achhe ar okhan theke ghono sada ros gorachhe. Sadhon babu amake bollen, ‘uthe taratari gud ta bhetor theke dhuye ne. Pete bachha ese jete pare’. Ami bhoi peye gelam, mukh ta nil hoye uthlo. Sir jiges korlen, ‘tor
last period kobe hoyeche?’. Ami bollam, ‘goto porsu clear hoyeche’. Uni hese bollen, ‘tahole bhoyer kichu nei. Ei samoy kichu hobe na, safe period. Kal theke tablet khabi. Ami ene rakhbo’.
Ami uthe bathroom-e gud dhute gelam. Ki chotchote ar athalo ros re baba. Guder bhetor theke beriyei choleche. Ghore ese salwar kamiz pore boi er bag niye phire jachhi, emon samoy sir amake joriye dhore bole uthlen, ‘kal theke soptahe tin din amar kache onko sikhte asbi’. Tarpor chumu kheye jiges korlen, ‘koi bolli na to kemon laglo?’ lojja te amar mukh ta lal hoye galo, kono rokome phis phis kore bollam, ‘bhalo’. Er por theke soptahe tin din oner kache onko sikhte jetam, ar aschojer bishoi ami higher secondary final porikhya te onke
letter marks pelam.